Oscillation

This newfound hope I have, it wanes

When you're away

It waxes like the moon

When I'm standing in the blue

Aware and afraid

All the same

But that's just fine for you

I'm tired of this oscillation

Obsessive over my fascination

Of this life that's merely justification

Of a series of choices made in placation

Of a terrifying God

That rules over a horrifying world

With a terrible destiny

Release me

From these chains that bind me

This existence, it bores me

I've dreamt of love only

Knowing it waits for me

Beyond the horizon

At the edge of the sea